Sunday, February 28, 2010
There is not enough time in the day. I want to spend individual time with both my children, have some good conversation with my husband, have some me time and get a good night's rest. I have yet to find a way to fit all of these into one day, and after I start work it will be much harder. I feel selfish a lot that I sacrifice sleep for some me time, and then have less patience with the kids the next day because I'm tired. I know that no one is perfect, but I often feel I come short in the parenting department. When I was younger I didn't want children, I did babysit but only for the money not because I had any interest or enjoyment in watching children. Now here I find myself the mother of 2 wonderful children, and feeling completely lacking in giving them what they need to be nurtured correctly.