Love at First Stitch or Destiny

Whatever you call it I would like a dose of it. I want to find my true calling. I want to find that one thing that makes me want to, no need to get up in the morning. I'm sick of reading about other people's aha moments. Like the woman who learned how to knit and 3 days later sold her first sweater, or the one who decided to make a doll for her niece and just felt this amazing connection, or the one who took apart a t shirt and found her life's calling in deconstructed clothing. I just want to find what makes me just say yes this is what I was created for...this is my passion and my meaning. I guess grandma Moses waited a long time to pick up a paint brush I only hope I find mine earlier.